so i guess my happiness was premature on wednesday, because this morning at like 4 am we broke up again. i think that a relationship can survive on pure emotion alone and whatever situation comes up will be handled then. he on the other hand believes that all of the obvious kinks should be worked out before hand. ok ur anti abortion, teach ur children that. as for me, be diligent about the birth control, use condoms, and/or don't have sex.
Relationships were so much easier when they were based on sex and no real emotions had to be displayed. i loved him and i doubt that i will feel that way for a very long time. i'm thinking of being a real bitch and just going for sex and nothing more. But i really don't want to. i like lying in his arms, being close to him, talking to him, and just being with him. sigh. we shall see what is to become of this.
Later days.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Been a long long time
Wow It has been quite a while. I actually lost my password so i could not access it to write about my life.
Well me and my boyfriend broke up for like 2 weeks. but now we are back together and it is going down!!!!!!
I cut my hair. it is very short, like boy short. it looks OK but i think i am going to shave it off in a couple of weeks. it would look better and i really wouldn't have to do anything to it. being bald would also help me to disguise my thinning/balding spot better. there are teachers and classmates who still have not seen my lack of hair. i think it will be amusing when they finally do see it.
My roommate is getting on my nerves. she and her friends are oh so very loud. i try to ignore them but it is very hard to do so when they are always talking. i think she should learn how to make use of her text messages cause this loud talking ain't cute. neither is screaming at whoever this boi is she be trying to talk to.
I am trying to apply to various schools but it is getting on my nerves because i have so much stuff to do and not enough time or money to do them. like i have 87 dollars in my account and i need to buy a suit, have some money to do stuff with while i am in Ohio for this grad school event and have money for homecoming. i should really look for some scholarship money.
class r going OK. as far as i know i have an a or b in all of my classes except for seminar. i have missed a couple of assignments in that class due to not doing them or forgetting about them. need to get on the ball. i dislike that class tremendously because it is so pointless. OK, we do need to know how to read an article from a scientific journal. but do we really need to know dining etiquette? what do we do if we know the etiquette but the person taking us out doesn't? plus i am not a big fan of that man. i think that when i take the second part next semester i will try to get another teacher.
I think i should get ready to meet up with this very incompetent group for this seminar presentation.
Well me and my boyfriend broke up for like 2 weeks. but now we are back together and it is going down!!!!!!
I cut my hair. it is very short, like boy short. it looks OK but i think i am going to shave it off in a couple of weeks. it would look better and i really wouldn't have to do anything to it. being bald would also help me to disguise my thinning/balding spot better. there are teachers and classmates who still have not seen my lack of hair. i think it will be amusing when they finally do see it.
My roommate is getting on my nerves. she and her friends are oh so very loud. i try to ignore them but it is very hard to do so when they are always talking. i think she should learn how to make use of her text messages cause this loud talking ain't cute. neither is screaming at whoever this boi is she be trying to talk to.
I am trying to apply to various schools but it is getting on my nerves because i have so much stuff to do and not enough time or money to do them. like i have 87 dollars in my account and i need to buy a suit, have some money to do stuff with while i am in Ohio for this grad school event and have money for homecoming. i should really look for some scholarship money.
class r going OK. as far as i know i have an a or b in all of my classes except for seminar. i have missed a couple of assignments in that class due to not doing them or forgetting about them. need to get on the ball. i dislike that class tremendously because it is so pointless. OK, we do need to know how to read an article from a scientific journal. but do we really need to know dining etiquette? what do we do if we know the etiquette but the person taking us out doesn't? plus i am not a big fan of that man. i think that when i take the second part next semester i will try to get another teacher.
I think i should get ready to meet up with this very incompetent group for this seminar presentation.
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