frustration

so i guess my happiness was premature on wednesday, because this morning at like 4 am we broke up again. i think that a relationship can survive on pure emotion alone and whatever situation comes up will be handled then. he on the other hand believes that all of the obvious kinks should be worked out before hand. ok ur anti abortion, teach ur children that. as for me, be diligent about the birth control, use condoms, and/or don't have sex.

Relationships were so much easier when they were based on sex and no real emotions had to be displayed. i loved him and i doubt that i will feel that way for a very long time. i'm thinking of being a real bitch and just going for sex and nothing more. But i really don't want to. i like lying in his arms, being close to him, talking to him, and just being with him. sigh. we shall see what is to become of this.

Later days.