It comes to an end

Well today was the last day of classes for most seniors and i didn't even go to class. I was up way too late hanging out with friends. Now I am up trying to pull an all-nighter for a final tomorrow at 1. So much to do this week and not enough time to do it in or so I think.

I am also kinda sad that the school year and undergraduate life is coming to an end because the security that I felt is gone. I have no idea what I am doing this summer and if I will be in a graduate program this upcoming fall. And if they both fall through I am applying for the Peace Corps and not telling anyone until the date of my departure. :~P
I feel as if I am homeless because I have no permanent resident. My mother has moved so many times and I feel like an annoying guest to the rest of my family members, and really dislike going to stay with them. The 10pm "suggested" bedtimes and them griping and complaining when i wake up at 8am. UGH!!!! I really don't understand y she chooses to live in tiny apartments when I do not have a job. i guess she is trying to make me get a job so that I will have a place to stay, but whatever. I also find it annoying that all she ever focuses on is the fact that I do not have a job; well I also have no bills so y do I need to get a job an y does she hate the idea of me getting advanced degrees. While at the same time I doubt that she fusses at my brother for not being in school although she claims that "it breaks her heart" that my brother isn't in school.

Well I will show her and everyone else that I am not a failure by being more successful than they ever imagined that I could be. Which I doubt they ever did. I am pretty sure some of them thought that I wouldn't graduate college. I thoroughly dislike her. Boooo and hissss!!! lol