A little rant from a natural haircare forum that i am a member of

Verrrrrry long but I had to get it out.

Ma,
Why won't you accept that money and a job are not that important to me? Yea that means that I am a bum for the most part but hey I'm happy as long as I am in school. And when I think about money and getting a loan so that I can move from Georgia to IOWA you try to discourage me and then turn around and tell me to do so.

And yes I have been looking for an apartment up there. I have gotten up every morning and gone to sleep for the past 4 weeks looking for an apartment. And no I cannot find a place that pays ALL utilities that is within my budget, the best I could find is that I will have to pay electricity. Yes I have contacted these places asking them to send me pics of the places because there is no way that I can travel there to see them.

And what is it that you have against me taking all of my possessions to Iowa? Everything I have is stored in plastic bins so it isn't like it is a lot. Oh!!!! It's because you don't want to drive up there!! But you would rather spend like 600 dollars on plane tickets? When I get my DL this month, hell I'll rent a car my dayum self and drive up there by myself. Cause I will not leave my stuff to be pawed over and deteriorate in that hot *** shed at Granny's house any longer than necessary. And u keep saying that I can get it later. When? I'm going to be in gradschool doing animal research. I don't know what you think happens but animals don't take holidays and if I need to be there I will be there, cause i already don't like being with yall for more than a day.

So dear mother, u just need you to hurry up and get your stuff together so that I can get this loan cause I have no credit (thanks to you discouraging me from getting one although I did have a source of steady income while in college). And help me get this apartment. So that I can go on with my life and you can stop calling to me feel like crap.

Da,
You are really worthless to me. The only reason I call you is so that you won't feel unloved. U have no job and you can't even use the knowledge that you have gained by going to medical school and completing a residency due to the stupid and evil things that you have. Although some of those things were towards me I forgive you and wish that you will one day come out of the hell that you have made for yourself through alcohol and the misconduct that comes from it. But really in order to do so you have to get away from your family because with them it is the blind leading the hard of seeing.

Brother,
Get off of your ass!!!!! Yes you make more than your gf even though your hours have been cut but she is working two jobs to pay her bills. But I seriously doubt that she wants to come home to find that she has no clean clothes and the bedroom is dirty. And I highly doubt that after a 12+ hour work day she wants to deal with you standing in her way, falling all over her, and your usual antics. Let her come in and relax for a little bit. And if someone complains or has an issue they are not pouting. You just can be an asshole at times and belittle people when they are doing the best they can.

Oh and yea I might be a little anti-social but even if I wasn't I am weary of your friends and would rather not hang out with them. They are mostly loud and very vulgar and younger than you. How did u even meet these kids when u graduated highschool in 07 and they graduated school in 09 and 10? I don't really care about how much cooch that they get or trying to get. And i think that the one who keeps singing songs that a straight man would never sing out loud is gay. Cause he got a little too offended when u deliberately said his name in front of our waiter who we all suspected to be gay. And he puts way too much time, thought and effort into getting cooch.

Bro's gf,
Chill out!!!! I have known my bro for over 20 yrs. this is how he is. Is it good? Is it bad? no. It is just him. You might have to show him what the consequences of his actions can be if he continues to do what you don't approve of in order for him to get it. And if there is something that you would like accomplished while you are at work ask him to do it. Leave a list. I am pretty sure that he will do it. and don't let that boy treat you like you are his maid!! Let him fix his own food.

ME.
Get off your butt and exercise. You be here all day by urself can't no one see u sweating and jiggling in an effort to get skinny so u can be a bull rider in a rodeo.

Put more of an effort into the way that you look. Although you rarely go places, try to get somewhat dressed when you go outside the house.

You're living here rent free, try to help clean up. Even if you didn't make the mess.

Stop being lazy and knit or crochet something already. Yea you'll prolly be knitting stuff for yourself for a while cause no one ever uses what you make for them but hey at least you will have lots of cool stuff.

Email your professors to tell them how you are doing. They have done a lot for you so that you can succeed in life. And while you are at it email that lady from Iowa back and thank her for putting you in contact with some folks from your alma mater because networking will get you places.

Thanks for reading if you stayed around for all that. :)